Wednesday
May252016

Pneumonia and playing

Well I have had an adventure. I managed to get pneumonia via a chest infection, which at the time I was doing my best to ignore. After refusing antibiotics I had a chest X-Ray which rather shocked the radiologist as my entire left lung was white. Since then I have been in and out of hospital, both Treliske and Derriford (big boys and girls hospital in Plymouth) and had an operation from which I am still sore.

It has been horrible, but people go through much worse and I am on the mend now. However I will take this opportunity to thank all the NHS staff, whom I had dealings with, for their unfailing good humour and professionalism. From the cleaners to the consultants they did their jobs with a laugh and a smile. One particular nurse held me as I sobbed after a particularly painful procedure, to her I am eternally grateful.

What has this brush with illness done to me?

I have decided to let go. I am very clingy with the past, and the vast time you get to think in hospital helps you to realise that the present is so important. We are are made of memories, without a past we would be a strange empty vessel but, I need to let go of things in order to have room to play. 

I have re-named my studio 'The sand pit' after the play space I had as a child. It was an area surrounded by a wicker fence and filled with sand. Everyday it was a blank canvas and I would charge down there as soon as I was allowed to, and play all day. My studio I realised was full of stuff, memories, important stuff, but stuff that left no room for what I want to do now. So I am in the process of sweeping away paper, prints, stuff, cassettes, tapes that take up space in which I could be painting, drawing or making a collage. This all in the hope that I will feel as creative and excited everyday I come in here.

It seems obvious to say but if you have no room in which to make, you can't make. I had let this simple truth slip away under the onslaught of everyday life.

 

 

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Saturday
Mar192016

Where I am

I see that I have not posted anything since November last year. There is no excuse perhaps except that I am a visual artist with dyslexia and a great tendency to be distracted by Facebook, the sun, Ebay, Twitter a good walk in the sun, the sea, trying to re-learn how to skateboard, a swim, tennis, the sun, the tadpoles in Morrab gardens and most of all FOOD. But I love writing and poetry too, mainly due to sharing my life with a very dedicated and successful writer of poetry. This talented and generous being has opened many books and ideas to my once parochial, self obsessed, fresh out of failed public school, 20 something self, who she met back there in the 80s. One of the writers whose work she has put under my nose is A. L. Kennedy whose 'On writing' or maybe it should be 'On typing' as she disarmingly calls writing, mainly comprises of her blog entries. This series of witty and entertaining short pieces are genuinely funny and strange, honest and weird too. So it is A.L and my dearest who are to blame for this return to typing, which I hope to do more regularly, and with honesty, and from a hopefully interesting angle and place - Penzance.

I have vowed to adopt a week of 'art making' (which is actually what I do and love) and then a week of 'all the other stuff we have to do' approach to things after a week at Brisons Veor (Cape Cornwall) without the internet or a distractingly sociable, and seemingly full of nice food town at my doorstep. Next week, when the one I love is away, let's see how I do. If the sun comes out and I get hungry, I'm on dodgy ground.

 

Friday
Nov062015

Remember nature

Gustav Metzger made an appeal for a day in which to remember nature, this was November the 4th this year and there was a show at Central St Martins which championed this idea to great effect.

https://vimeo.com/142691182

His idea of ethics first in art is so refreshing and an antidote to the money and egos which seem to have flooded the art world since the 80s. It is best to leave Gustav to say it in his own words.

“The art, architecture and design world needs to take a stand against the ongoing erasure of species – even where there is little chance of ultimate success. It is our privilege and our duty to be at the forefront of the struggle. There is no choice but to follow the path of ethics into aesthetics. We live in societies suffocating in waste.”

 

"Our task is to remind people of the richness and complexity in nature; to protect nature as far as we can and by doing so art will enter new territories that are inherently creative, that are primarily for the good of the universe. What we want to do – what is ahead for us is to bring together the world of the arts – to unite ... We call those who engage in the arts to participate ... to create a collective artwork to Remember Nature.


 

Sunday
Oct042015

Interview on Jacksons art blog

I have been interviewed for Jacksons art blog.

 

http://www.jacksonsart.com/blog/2015/09/24/an-interview-with-tim-ridley/

 

Monday
Jul132015

Watching paint dry

At 7 I used to paint our coal bunker's brick wall with water and watch the colour change back from burgundy to orange red. In some ways not much has changed.